A word of thanks:

my friends are getting married. when did we get that age? aren't we all still 5? it gets me thinking, am i missing out on something? but then i think about the people in my life. and then what having a guy would mean. i realize that i have all of those things in my life. i have support, protection, love, compassion. what more do i need? sometimes i get sad and lonely and forget what i have. i eventually remember what i have, there is a reason there are these people in my life. and i love them. i may not say it enough or even say it at all, but i really do. they bring me so much joy and help me remember what i love most about life.

and if you are one of those people reading this, thank you. thank you for listening to me freak out about tests, stress out on you, vent about friends, act crazy when i don't get enough sleep, act crazy when i get too much, doing random things with me at all hours of the the day and night, holding/hugging me when i cry and just cant take the world anymore, and just being yourself. we all have these people in life, the hard part is recognizing that they are there.

i'm not saying you shouldnt get married, i am SO happy for my friends who are getting married. they men/women they are about to marry are so wonderful. i'm just saying that i'm finally seeing what i have, as opposed to what i dont.

anyway, thanks. ^_^ without you my life would be a great deal harder.

on a lighter note, here's a pun!
I'm reading a book about anti-gravity. It's impossible to put down.